IM without without rules dire with no I up on the stories of the prophets the books of the we you know what she said just try you never know I’m yeah you never knowes heau us to discipl to be patient and understanding heau us to be heau us to be humble Tau us to be simple and grateful heau us about survival us to us usal influ why do evidence on to ofid thear said the will be competing in the building of builds now we got Theif and did you he about sa truths broken pie are EX yeah take that’s the most important thing different VI might as well start put in [Music] that just posted a picture online it’s already hit about a th000 likes they looking at a brother like wow he lives this amazing life you see it’s so good from the outside but when they take that deeper look inside you see a brother on his lonely battling struggling to sleep at night see I’m aging I show age 20 years now I’ve been up on this stage I saw life I saw a change I saw us go from this way to that way driving through mrid done 16 hours from Cal life of a traveler they don’t understand my journey so Maya just FaceTime sham called yesterday from Thailand we speak little but got a lot to say life is coming and going like a holiday wondering angel of death will it take my soul today we used to do water fights watch the Super Soul could spray then it turned to real life Street Life casually powers in the money we saw it so we chased it grew up with the poor people dinner time was basic well I was eating corn beef dried with potato mash they was dipping fries in a ketchup with a big mat tired of that pain got tired of that struggle I want the gold chain Air Max with air bubble and daddy was a hustler mommy was a hustler too Pockets at empty it’s clear what I’m about to do they thought we done it for the status and the thrill them time we done it for the Mills and pay the light spills cuz Life’s real gypsy no school bag on my back the olders are robbing banks and spending money Young crack you see I’m 2 years away from machino with a drop tag walking through West noia banana and PUO bag still sad no guidance BL no Direction money started growing and name start getting mentioned 16 years old was getting shered in the S Class eating at the Ivy when you’re hungry life changed fast looking at my past I didn’t see it coming SAA tomorrow walking and running bro we nearly went through life without giving gratitude they forget about Allah they got the wrong attitude their books are just decoration for the Shelf they’re living like they created themsel like they ain’t going to die rise up and be judged they turn it back on a purpose to live the life of a [ __ ] that’s dead yeah but the issu is pretty simple Mom Dad Uncle didn’t set a good example they chased the money too that’s why we’re raised in London surrounded by fitner land of this corruption deep in the jungle it’s hard to see it happen children the ghetto real sons of Adam Sinners but we’re winners we don’t know no other way my mom saying go read a book Bo ain’t got no toys to play careful with the words I say who am I to pass judgment just cuz I found another way can’t look down on those who haven’t faom on the words take time to ponder make plans for when he’s older he didn’t live to see tomorrow Lifestyle the things we’re doing for this life surrounded by broken hearts and fake Smiles inside your loss hurt and full of pain but outside we’re Pretenders snapping every day gramming every day some Seekers of attention controlled by the public the real You’s in prison the vision is Paradise but it’s like we don’t want to get there we live here like we love here and we’re stuck here speaking to the cameras more than you speaking to your family try to get the paradise you got the wrong mentality so many trip UPS it’s like a brother stck his boot out I came a long way for the madicon the shootouts they don’t see where we came from the m streets we were raised on Southside of London whole end screaming Salam alikum I live in a jungle and I work hard to stop it so I don’t really care about this little boy’s gossip or she don’t cover her hair properly doesn’t bother me I ain’t going to be questioned about her or a slopper I just pray she sets a better example for the younger Queens too busy focusing on me and my past on jeans far from the best but I respect my religion that’s why I ain’t proud and I keep my sins hidden my mom say she proud of me S smiles when she sees me sister call me regularly play fight with a UB never miss a daily prayer and I fast 30 days consistently how can I not be happy this is my D this completes me see we expect too much like we’re living in a fantasy have you ever put on in black gloves and all this about to be a tragedy and then you find religion think all of that to the back of me and then you find more hatred in life that’s meant to be peacefully backward living backward thinking makes you want to give up makes you want to give in when you start off swimming and you sinking what you believe in true guidance true love from the one above see I’ve been through all of that counil flats and prayer mats Miss calls from Shayan he ain’t getting a call back simple with a word play I’ve been on this from early smoo anim Maniac juice on a Friday really what can I say blessed enough to be chosen you got 35 year olds living like 21 they’re frozen life’s only temporary it’s not permanent it’s alone why we trying to sit up here like we don’t want to go home we’re stuck in a Game of Thrones everybody wants to lead and they on some Fame greed everyone’s dying to be seen care so much about what people say you can’t even be the real you in a crowd full of people and it feels like you’re in an empty room I can do the show like I’m posing for the GQ or I can do the road blacked out in that track suit M so many layers to this character film star building that orage in Gambia go and say it I know what they’re thinking that’s a contradiction can’t do both for this religion well guess what I came a long way and I want my way out but you can still slander and put that new video out talking about your brother if that sits well in your heart you should have told me it be like this when you invited me in the start see I’ve been a victim of the rumors been a victim of the gosip they see a good thing happening and they try to stop it I don’t pay attention B stays behind my back Allah gave me protection so alal you don’t understand my history you can’t celebrate my glory with me there’s no hate left in my my heart I want good for everybody May 8 10 time flies we soon die life it’s like we took our eyes off the prize [Music] smile in the morning smile in the morning counting my blessings counting my blessing I was born with nothing I was born with nothing Allah gave me everything Allah gave me [Music] everything smiling morning counting my blessings I was born with nothing you gave me [Music] everything don’t ask for anything don’t need for anything you’re [Music] enough [Music] morning I was born when I you gave me everything [Music] what life what your strive we on the same thing happiness inside so much ambition people of Pride like we don’t see there’s Beauty and simplicity I see more happiness in them than I see in me and they less than you and you got more than me and we still want more and more obviously we continue like this we’re never going to find peace I know what it’s like to have nothing I was raised on the streets too much ego too much arrogance too much pride we care more about the image than the hearts and the mind C in my blessing I was born with nothing and I know I die with nothing so now I don’t ask for nothing don’t need for nothing he’s enough for me it’s life is not for me we don’t live for money but we need money to live I saw those kids I felt like my kids I used to complain about my family but I got family to complain about you know we’d complain about our property when they don’t even have a house you see I’ve been traveling eyes open witnessing this life like we never known they’re worried about food tomorrow we’re worried about getting a good picture on our phone in us I see weakness in them I see strength we just post for a couple days donate a few Pence then go back to the privilege they forever live this but you’re depressed in a big house film yourself crying like you’re suffering oh that life must be so hard in that cozy bed you’re lying in making plans for when you’re older they just pray to see tomorrow now they smile the biggest Smiles for that small meal and that little play they appreciate God blessings for that one visit we made today but we still complain complain complain how ungrateful are we lift the blind so we can see when one child cries the whole world cries or do we just stand by every child deserves to eat and sleep in a decent men if you see how happy he was with us a little piece of bread but we need everything every human deserves a fair chance at life I wish to see a world where we live by Divine values we don’t just take and live we give back show gratitude for this world was given to us is a test are we happy as long as we live good can we ignore the rest live with meaning and purpose live with purpose a life of meaning you want to die as a legend Good Deeds don’t have no ceiling be a person of principles self discipline live under strict rules care about the people be kind to the people assist the people Aid the people there’s going to be a time when you need the people to care about you and assist you look after the people and God will look after you this is spot imagine we used to rap about all the things we got bragging like we got a lot if they got nothing we got nothing if they got no water we got no water if they can’t sleep we can’t sleep if they can’t eat we can’t eat see we got nothing to brag about this world is our home and our home is in a terrible State be the change you want to see yesterday has passed today legendary smile morning count my blessings I was born with nothing you gave me everything I don’t ask for anything don’t need for anything [Music] you’re I was born you gave me everything I don’t ask for anything don’t need for anything you’re [Music] enough I was born with you gave me [Music] everything don’t need anything you’re is not smile in morning my bless I was born without you me everything [Music] [Music] yo [Music] therapy that pain that pain once endured from my life from my life before should have had me should have us broken be down a real it takes a real man to turn it all those struggles we cried but now made a [Music] life we turn our mess into a [Music] message the place we come from I broken Never End Tak a real man to turn it around man from struggles I CED now made a li yo it’s starting the year with a bang the last decade went well let’s continue to plan yeah I was rolling with the robbers and the shutters now I’m rolling with the scholars and the students this ain’t Nash this is Champions League this is greatness only I’m on a winning team I sto my education at my gcsc I started this dedication at the age of 19 could have picked up a gun when it hit the streets instead I picked up a book and I started to read while they’re busy on the internet laughing at memes posting quotes they don’t live by doing your dreams during the week they act deep but if you see them on the weekend lost can’t swim drowning in the deep end I’m doing real life preparation to die we lived enough already now we’re aiming for the sky a lot I need you now even more than I needed you then I’m an adult now that means I got less friends and I’m moreone and I’m feeling closer to the end closer to the grave but I’m thankful for this way for this new life you fight more power in a d than a knife more Justice in a prayer than a fight more peace in your days and nights walk in a straight line rather than the girl you’re just looking for a wife this is real man business to survive these real times have faith some of the best men came from the worst cried watching the world pass look how time flies we grew up with nothing we were still the cool guys on the state wall making future plans we was young and ambitious with a world in our hands we was living with no fear living with no care confident introverts big presence everywhere this is South London we was SMS we had to step it up we was faced with a test we wasn’t the best of men but we had some clean Hearts we had Brotherhood coming from the worst Parts if it all ends today what can I say when that time came we stood up in the mosque and we prayed and when that month came we fasted on those long summer days we played our best hand from a bad car game real talk I’m proud of this journey so far I know I can do better so it’s time to go hard no more Muslim bow like it’s just a stage name no more photographs like it’s all about Fame this is real life and this is real submission I came a long way now time to use this position yeah keep going therapy Ready or Not death’s going to come for me somebody son pointing their gun at me literally or is it going to take me in my sleep visit me any day this week unexpectedly catch me without a warning I started my day off with a prayer this morning then I stepped out clean this life looks glorious but the Pain’s unseen I’ve been notorious since 1993 in the ghetto the problem is they don’t know what it’s time to let go I told him anything that cost you your Dean is too expensive carrying real Trauma from the streets and the trenches far my Escape reading these books in a peaceful place you ever tasted the sweetness of to Faith could have went back and built a drug line went forward buil an orphanage for the orphans it’s game time I call this round three the first round with the streets the second round was a dean young judgmental and extreme people are hardly the same as they seem last week should have seen what I seen young treasure got influenced by your influencer started tick tocking and press stopping low dropping searching for happiness in the wrong places causes are rising the depression cases then we faced with H in a heart at a younger age full of regret when I turn the page had to experience the trash before you crave the change the life you rejected yesterday the only life today that we want to chase fa sweet than a mocktail on a summer day I can see it in their face they they want to taste replace the pain with the pleasure of pleasing Allah Faith the biggest treasure alhamdulillah that pain I for my life before that pain me endured from a life before really should have had us broken down men turn it around strg we C we turn that pain to pleasure turn our mess into a message everything we cried about before now we make life out of should me broken be down Tak a real turn it around if you never heal from what hurt you from struggles I cry you bleed on the people who did not cut you let that trauma fly away like a bird flying from the cage [Music] [Music] yes I only ask for help from my one master I’m on a train it’s breezing down dter if I controlled it I wouldn’t have even gone faster fake checking up to tell me what they W after these ain’t no OT trips if you know me since you would know these only Journeys be my only fix in this world we’re fighting in the hope we live on the wing or on the ground is where the homies live the gutter ain’t nothing like Bary I had a lot on my mind I wasn’t in the party 13 getting ready for school damn I’m thinking it’s the milk man I’m fighting federali kicking it down while I’m holding the door so why you think I’m never satisfied and trying to do more the place we’re raised in condition us to be p and trying to break her at CC me I had to perform that’s why trauma turn me to a top performer what I seen is sufficient I don’t need a support we got nothing in common because I’m from the corner they got me second guess in marriage but I want a daughter they gave me monologues I’m used to those the changing character that’s when I do a pose I’ve made use the flows giving years to aond without knowing what the future holds I’m confessing but the truth is I really be stressing they found solace when I started addressing depression even though you’re better than me let me teach a lesson consumers of sins ain’t recipients of blessings legislations did opposite of awaken I love the Lord my heart is pure but happiness was shaken I blame it on my rebellious ways and those little tricks orchestrated by my inner Satan on the pursuit of becoming successful you reach your pockets Tapp and searching for money for petrol they’re slightly talking down on you feeling Dreadful since when is saying respectfully made it respectful we’re overthinking if they really feel us overthinking if they really feel you we Hur the people who were sent to heal us so don’t hurt the person who was sent to heal you the mus a club for the pi n it’s a hospital for the Sinners you took a flight memorized a couple lines but you came back looking down on beginners why these siners judging Sinners just for sin different my brother’s carrying the thoughts like he Ling Ellipsis the brothers looking at him telling him what is this without applying real character to learning scriptures so when he speak he don’t follow n he’s trying to see box like Hollow he tried jump on his Dean until it hurt him so he’s back to life rolling with five take away Cur no Jackson living I know a brother who involed
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