hell welcome to the channel hello welcome H welcome to the channel [ __ ] off right look at that beautiful sky tonight that’s why I really wanted to I wouldn’t have bother I was thinking oh wow look at that um it was beautiful a minut ago it’s not beautiful now I can see marks in the window uh oh what’s wrong oh indicator it’s just a stock um stocks um bit tricky yes I’ll have to try and get a new stock or fix it for the next M here welcome to the sh but just a quick video we’ll um heading down into Edinburgh heading Edinburgh we’ve got a show on Sunday unfortunately there’s I don’t want to be miserable but there is rine around uh probably well yeah pretty much it’s heavy showers it’s like these sort of like type of show is whoosh uh so I don’t actually have a gazebo or anything uh now we’re for selling Home Bargains I’ve seen one the other day I’m going to go and pass Home Bargains tomorrow on the way home and see if we still got them I might buy one 60 quit um well that reminds me somebody told me one of the breake lights wasn’t working in the van I’m not Lo to that yet going have to put some diesel in it soon as well same quarter a tank I don’t actually know but see if you see this typ time of year obviously all times of year uh what’s somebody doing in there what they doing in there uhuh what’s going on um it’s probably just a young team in it probably right uh the scan is not very fast I’m sorry sorry sorry everybody you’re getting held up by me yes powering through doing 50 no 40 45 so I’ve been attacked by cyclists um there’s one guy in particular uh the naughty the naughty commuter um is I don’t just like I was trying to keep it professional well I I have managed to keep it professional and he’s not he’s not kept it professional he’s got he’s become abusive um but of course the comments going F held for review folder cuz I’ve got a um I block certain words they’re kind of like everyday words that I block and you wouldn’t be you’d be amazed at the words that are blocked and it kind of catches someone [ __ ] fell over on the back um um he actually’s got a bit abusive he’s got a habit of doing that basically I suppose we got to remember is people are just if you start getting kind of like Angry which I maybe I did a we bit with him you know you start fantasizing about just weird thoughts it’s if you start doing that you know stop you know um so I’ve stopped communicating with them um I think I’ll probably I might have a Friday day where I answer cyclist you know every other day I’ll answer anyone but cyclist only on a Friday you know so he’s Bas I suppose what it is is he’s defending his very existence and I’m saying it’s [ __ ] shy you know so [Music] the thing with me is I know my existence is [ __ ] so you can’t really turn around and tell me I’m not a woman or I’m not this or I’m not that or I’m not I’m [ __ ] weirdo I’m not right was somebody doing in there this time right two cars in there you know you can see these things and I’ll just say yeah you’re right it’s shy the trans ideology it’s shy I agree so you can’t really get me with that cuz I’m just going to agree with you so but what I’m saying is I’m not necessarily saying cycling IDE well it is cycling ideology I don’t mind people just cycling you know just going to work or something but this light C wearing stuff oh yeah I yeah yeah yeah that’s what I’ve really got him upset I just remembered what I said to him I was saying that should be I was finding it offens I don’t really but I said I found it offensive a 55-year-old fat man wearing lyer what I really meant was a white man sad a sad lonely white man on a push bike wearing l c you know that’s like is that masculine it’s not is it it’s not [ __ ] mascular at all don’t know heal fell over there [ __ ] big [ __ ] box I suppose I sort it out when I get don’t know what the hell it was uh yeah so so there’s so many parallels with the Trans movement with this cycling thing recycling movement there is parallels or like things that so they’d like to go that way you know they’d like to be able to have me on a hate crime for you know like so you got race disability sexuality transgender status they would like it to be race uh sexuality disability ethnicity or religion forgot my religion and ultimately cycling status I am a cyclist you mustn’t say that I’m a [ __ ] weirdo or I’ll have you arrest if you see the cyclist sort of fannies that you know the cany got shag you know they’re lonely useless [ __ ] you know they genetic failures oh they are they are all these things you know so I I don’t see any harm in exploring all these kind of I think you should if you are one of them you you should be able to explore these thoughts and you know explore these more of the investigations you know the you know unless you if you’re really defending yourself you haven’t quite I’m saying this from a position experience that that’s what I’m like is that if you really really are Defending Your Ego that much that you can’t even face up to it or somebody would make out you’re a weirdo cuz you cuz you’re a cyclist you know and and it’s because deep down inside you know you’re broken and you’re not a man you never will be a man you’re just going to be a fan you know and that and you know that that’s why you’ll fight me you know you’ll fight me um fight me and fate me and fate me um cuz you don’t want to accept that I’ve had to accept that I’m a fanny that things I did are stupid and selfish that you know done things that embarrass my children and all these different things um I I accept it and that was wrong I’ve just got to carry on carry on living my life I’m still here but I I so I all these cyclists uh a not commuter is I’ve watched his videos so he’s he’s in a push bike and there a van overtakes him and and I think it’s go roundabout in edra or somewhere like that with these big huge roundabouts and um the fan goes through a red light but he’s way over in the third lane and he’s [ __ ] screaming the [ __ ] R number of the man MV oh you know 10 s GX and it’s like why are you doing that he’s nowhere near you he’s went through a red light doesn’t affect you you know if anything is a good thing he’s going through a red light in front of you he’s you know getting away from you he’s not going to drive over the top of you he wants to get a far away from you it’s possible and yeah you’re screaming his R number something just not right in the head about you but we’ve all done things like that I’ve done stupid things in my life and you know that is stupid you know there’s nobody hurt nobody died you know guy went through a red light it’s funny I might I would have V it myself yeah but I wouldn’t have screamed out his R number no that’s just stupid so the other ones so we got you know we basically if if you want to look at these comments you can see me answering this nutty commity there’s other there’s other guys as well there’s other cyos types or green nimes and they’ll argue all day long about about their little desire to have a all on push bikes and we should pamper them for their fetish and that’s where the that’s where the analogies come in with the Trans movement it’s so similar it’s got it’s amazingly similar it’s just it’s broken people who haven’t quite tried a different way to be human and and they’re failing you know and no no wonder they haven’t been given a chance you know they’ve been demeaned and destroyed most of our lives and now they’re becoming professional victims I don’t know that cuz I did it professional victim right so that’s the wow I think I thought the phone froze there um it didn’t but it did I don’t know how long it’s going to last I think there is when it freezes maybe I should try and be a bit more patient the next time and just instead of like switching it off should yeah leave it on see if it sort of get get [ __ ] together um so the the other you know this is things like um it’s just trying to try to put forward I try to put forward an argument but I try not to be offensive but I think I probably did get offenses on well I said something about them looking ridiculous wearing fetish gear out and about in public um so I think that’s why he started getting strong and um the fuel gauge is looking a bit in the low side of things maybe get diesel in bro so it’s kind of like the argument but we really need to speak I’m no expert right but we’re talking physics so if if you’re talking about weight and we’re talking about Commerce we’re talking about Transportation talking about roads we’re talking about infrastructure so if you want to get say 3 tons for one place to another it’s going to need more fuel uh it’s going to need you know so we’ve got s of think Common Sense terms so like he’s sent to me he said a couple of things about me why don’t I use a bike like so at the moment why am I not using a bike right now right why right well I’m using a Volkswagen van right long wheel base why well cuz it’s got stuff in it it’s got I can’t remember how heavy it was I did I did write it down today uh cuz I sort of worked out uh what the hell was it I forgot there’s about 30 boxes of banana boxes in it it’s goods and say that some of them are books some you know there there quite a bit it’s a it’s a F it’s it’s made for that it’s you know it’s got coil heavy duty coil sprayings and all that sort of thing that’s why I’m using it you know so I mean how would I do that with a push bike so then you say well what is it you’re doing why are you going in in with this Volkswagen fan well cuz I’ve got this stuff in it hav it where did that come from well people died didn’t they somebody bought all that [ __ ] some I’ve landed up with it I can’t deal with it you know without a vehicle I’m just trying to explain why people need vehicles and why they don’t use push bikes you know you know why do this why is that truck over there why is it got a truck why doesn’t he have a push bike why doesn’t he have a push bike I’m there and that why is that car not a push bike well it’s cuz it the truck’s got stuff in it isn’t it I mean it’s I sound like you probably what the [ __ ] you talking about you sound like I make more on well they are more on cist so you have to explain basic things like that you need a truck because you need to put stuff in the back of it why have you got stuff in the back of the truck well cuz people need the stuff that’s in the back of it why do they need the stuff cuz they [ __ ] use the stuff including you your cying [ __ ] cuz you buy [ __ ] the shop and everything smelly socks [ __ ] After Shave cycling magazines every that it’s convenience isn’t it this brings me back to Mark Mark argued like me with me about 20 M me and him I I actually said you’re F I actually really fell out with him she you’re [ __ ] halfway he’s arguing about it so I’m F I had to go to his house last week last Sunday followed him at his house 20 is on where he lives he doing [ __ ] 50 and he doesn’t give a [ __ ] about the 20 old so everybody’s like that oh we have to save the planet oh we’ll do it some other time yeah cuz everybody thinks about what they need right now and you know what if they need it they go and get it and that means flying into the shop or whatever it is or going on the internet and ordering [ __ ] they do it but that’s people inherently like don’t like that especially cyclists or any they all like that so going on so he’s calling me ignorant and everything uh I don’t know anything about the subject so like so basically what’s happened is under a political agreement throughout the country we’ve got Fringe elements so you’ve got KH in London You’ve Got The Nutters in Wales you got the SNP in Scotland and the Scottish greens that’s where analogy comes in with the Trans stuff anyway so they’ve got um so they’ve been stealing money to build cycle leads and the we have this thing is that nutty commuter I didn’t really want to follow him I watched one of his videos I don’t know if it was him it was another one similar to him that they do sort of entament videos on bikes and they’ll name and shame people’s R numbers and stuff and um this somebody a Toyota went flying past him and he’s cycling in this road and there’s a [ __ ] bike lane and he’s not using it you know and they don’t use the bike lades so basically what’s happened is that they’ve stole money for us to spend on bike lines for a very small minority of people and they don’t necessarily even use them you know so the want in the cycl infrastructure and they don’t so they carry on using the road this no they can’t use this Cony this is a Motorway um so they use the a roads um and it’s weird because you’ve got these minority groups well they’re not really minorities but you’ve got ethnic you know people black people and Asians all these different people claiming that they’re oppressed and they need this that and other and here’s this bunch of white men right which is predominantly cess I guarantee you that they’re predominantly sight H sightless um claiming they’re some kind of minority and they need special treatment of them Absolute [ __ ] [ __ ] so I’ve been going on sist for about half an hour and we’re almost reached the West loan border um Riv aan uh I know I need to go in that walk there’s a walk that goes around them under there W loan I really what I going it I like to uh okay so uh Yaba daa do tube I was coming in here two weeks ago and I was yabing away about something I can’t remember where I was does MD ever watch these fing videos and the thing fell off theing wind screen so getting all ready for the car show tomorrow so I’ve got all the toy cars living in the Granada I drive that down and the fan will need to be I’ve got a lot more got a lot of gardening stuff actually so there’s a lot of I think I’ll go in past and see if got got a gazebo I think now that I’m doing car shows I need it be a good idea of a gazebo uh oh the [ __ ] fuel gauges come way up in the other half it does that it swings around the bisexual fuel gauge so I don’t know how things are going but I mean I had to sort out all stuff today uh so we got a I think the weather’s going to be all right tomorrow get home proba empty the van out put a lawn mower in the bikes big stuff in uh I was thinking about a power washer I was going to put that in I put Power Washer don’t think I’ve ever used it but sitting there going oh I really should use it you know I’ve got p on that big 10 as well grad’s down to like quarter of a tank part of next week’s activities will be taking the gr out for spin uh I’m actually kind of thinking it’d be nice to get on the next level of the repairs you know there’s there’s a bit of wear Here There and Everywhere I think there could be a bit of wear in either the prop shop after the death or something you know so I think it’d be a good idea to have another look at it this summer try to get it sorted out a bit better yeah OB still Haven got the seat covers fitted yet C Scott where I’m going in thinking you know I’m all say what is it I forgot what have I forgot this thing you know like I’ve got my bucket I’ve got my kitchen roll I’ve got my flask I’ve got my coffee whatever forgot o right right right right right so um you can get yourself the cycling thing you get yourself obsessed with these arguments where it gets so I’ve really rattled this guy I had I sort of debate with him last week and I kind of I believe I kind of sort of I believe I defeated him and he went away and he’s come back for more but he was he he pulled up something about my I me I got there was one of I was a spelling mistake or something but it was you and year you know how your is your and your can be you are I made that mistake and then I I just I went and did a we bit of research uh about people who correct people’s punctuation there’s actually a disorder it’s like an an OCD type thing but it just makes them so angry that they can’t function uh they have to correct other people’s spelling the real so the kind of ethos is if you’re not a proof reader or a school teacher or a parent shoot it it’s rude you know to correct somebody else’s spelling or punctation so it’s quite interesting because he did that and I went and did this research I copied and pasted it I don’t actually know sometimes the comments go kind of missing on YouTube like you post them and where the [ __ ] did that comment go and then I’ll be looking 3 days later and it’ll appear but I don’t know if you ever answered it but it was quite quite an answer he got for me it was called it was kind of suggesting that he’s maybe got the syndrome GPS syndrome which it is kind of along the sort of OCD family if you like so it’s all fitting into this sort of cycling narrative this weird person with a push bike a lonely sort of person you know he you know he doesn’t have a wife and CH I mean look I’m I told you I’m weird as well right I don’t have these things either but I’m accepting that I’m weird and I’m a failure so he’s a failure cuz he’s not really doing what you’re supposed to do which is you’re supposed to procreate you’re here on the earth you should [ __ ] have children and that’s what you’re supposed to [ __ ] do everything else is bolics don’t believe me fine but that’s what it is that’s what I believe life’s all about having children we’ve been fed this this consumer dream um that we can have everything and I think it’s quite tragic for women when they get to about my age and they’ve got their children and you got [ __ ] UD or something like that in ice house and you just go this is [ __ ] [ __ ] you know I wanted I want to be a real human it’s too late you kind of did it cuz you failed failed to have children failed have grandchildren was my son’s birthday yesterday we fell out and at Christmas long story his mother kind of orchestrated it I fell for it a we bit I left what the hell was that was that some the side of the road I think it might have been I just seen something there like two bikes or two people or something does seem to have any lights dangerous it’s dangerous where I’d just only seen them as I was going past them anyway uh fact it’s not like I can look back in the video and see if I can see them I couldn’t see them I don’t think the video seen them either uh so I don’t even know what the hell am I talking about I don’t know yeah genetic failure uh I failed but I’ve produced five children and I’ve got a grand granddaughter but I’m never met her and I don’t I don’t know I don’t know if she’ll know about me she thinks that there other guys her grandfather you know my ex’s new husband and he’s not and that’s a fact you know so there’s not a lot can really be done about that uh you know just got to leave them going with it you know he especially well I was actually watching that video of the behavior panel again about that da district attorney so basically what happened to her was she was doing 55 and a 35 and the police went up behind her with her flashing lights on and she just ignored them and phoned up phoned up the chief of police and then they followed her all the way to in her garage and it was all on film and she totally reminded me of my sister as a not a responsible human and know this is a district attorney there’s definitely a few a few sandwiches shot that picked out that one like um I don’t know if she maybe didn’t realize she was being filmed uh or maybe she hadn’t realized it switched on you know the bo come I’m not sure but watching that the fakery of that woman and how especially women like middle class women well this is in America but in the UK you get middle class women you know they’ve got to look a certain way dress a certain way the hair’s got to be done they’ve got to look the part so she’s got this job it’s quite well off her husband is obviously well off living the dream you know but she have a poing attitude towards the policeman and she behaved really badly she actually went into her car and everything and in America you go watch what you’re doing they might think you way to get a piece out of the glove box you know very dangerous even watching that I know I wouldn’t been happy with that she was out of control and this is a district attorney she reminds me of my sister controlling manipulative evil Psychopathic miserable [ __ ] [ __ ] gets a bit of power a bit of money don’t know what to do with it they’re [ __ ] didn’t they we’ll lose it in the end anyway money isn’t everything you know um yeah I’ve come to conclusion I’m 58 next week that there absolutely definitely is more to life than money however there’s a lot of things happen in life uh there’s a lot of dangers a lot of pets a lot of difficulties that money does matter you know so you don’t know what’s going to happen they’re chucking money right left Center you know with benefits and paying for flats and paying paying you know housing benefit and grants for this and grants for that all this that and other giving you this giving you that money for heat and allowance they’re taking money off you for of course with the climate scam you know so they really they’re oppressing the middle classes actually probably more but they’re doing all these things and if you don’t if you live in a somewhere they own they could tell you what to do that’s a fact they can uh we just thinking about some of these dash cam molder things I’ve got a couple of them in the van I sold one to this guy I mean I actually get them for Home Bargains but I I actually was able to sort of demonstrate to him how I liked it and found it and that’s why he bought it so I had it like attached to my car um so I suppose if some say that I said well I can demonstrate it for you and that’s basically why I’m getting exra for din essentially D I’m actually feeling quite dry probably because of well it was a lot warmer today wasn’t it now we’re in the period this is May where we don’t quite get to the hey fever state of course so there’s two or three things so what’s happening is got a car show on Sunday I booked in for the one in glams that’s in July so I’ve got to get to cbell town some point and I’ve also got to get to Ireland um and I’ve also got a boot for theck shovel show as well SC Palace and then there’s a a auto jumo at aford September it’s quite far to go for my house but yeah it’ll be a good day out here uh got up there so I’ve got a few things I’m I do get sort of like I suffer from this sort of depression thing and um it sound I don’t hope I’m not sounding narcissistic H like it’s just me that’s got that I know other people have [ __ ] like that but I get when I get like that I don’t really want to do these things you know I just I’m not happy with me I don’t want to be out in public you know that type of depressive kind of thing where I’d rather not communicate or present myself you know in public I’m going to go over for now even though there’s a solid white line because what happens is when I come up here people start undertaking it’s happen loads of times um basically because this van isn’t like fast enough for them which is sort of why uh they do that I wonder if you should just [ __ ] delete this video after I put it on YouTube you know cuz OB I’m putting all the videos on the computer I really shouldn’t delete any of them I mean the reason is that obviously you can’t totally rely on YouTube it’s the American corporation you know I’ve put all these videos on there you know they could land up saying hey we need money off you to store these things yeah right Mercedes off go so Le in my situation i’ just you just sort of learn cuz I’ve been divorced since 200 uh I think it’s 2002 you just have to learn to to accept the fact that you’re not going you’re never going to have that sort of marriage type lifestyle that people have which is got to advantages and I have got a very close friend if you like uh don’t say too much more than that but um you just get used to I mean it it was very upsetting and everything and you know it’s just the way it is you know there not really much can be done about it unfortunately my ex the last one is slightly deranged and took some kind of deranged mood she was actually drinking when I was up there I hadn’t actually realized she does drink strong alcohol like weird cider and stuff and she’s got really bad health problems and I I kind of I I was drinking lagger and then my son got a bit aggressive and I just I’m going I said [ __ ] off going Bunch [ __ ] out you and I believe you should do that if you you shouldn’t like your son Billy you’ve got to stand up and be counted cuz he’s got I mean it’s been difficult for him cuz his his dad’s a [ __ ] woman right and I’m not a woman of course but I thought I was and I realized I’m not right so he’s like had to put up all that but at the same time he’s got to get a grip of himself so he’s 27 my daughter’s 26 well she’s 25 she’ll be 26 in June and they don’t do [ __ ] why are they not got a job you know it’s like they’re not going to do they’re on the benefit thing you know they’ve got mental health disorders it’s like [ __ ] sake you know and then of course the worst well his his half sister he’s going oh he’s he’s mentally Disturbed and is he is it’s because he’s be staying with her you know and I says you need to get the [ __ ] out of here and go and be a man and be with other men and she [ __ ] took it totally wrong way it was an insult on her it was I of the truth cuz he’s not a man he needs to get out and be with other men and that would be working you know working with other men getting a piss taken out here and being showing the ropes and being responsible but he’s not done that so now he’s on a benefit Scamp and all the while he’s at home playing video games his mental health gets worse and he’s trapped you know he’s trapped in that in his bedroom his mom’s bedroom it’s is a weird actually when you look at it you know he shouldn’t have be staying with her but I’ve known that I I actually paid for her to take him an interview at College [ __ ] 10 years ago 11 years ago I paid 30 for him to go there and guess what he didn’t want to [ __ ] do it and that was his chance and he didn’t take it so I love him but you can but I’m not I’m not going to capitulate to their [ __ ] you know if that’s the way it is that’s the way it is um if you you know I’m not going to that’s it as far as I’m concerned what happened at Christmas was the end of it you know uh I could I could have got myself into trouble I don’t need that sort of [ __ ] there’s nobody else like that in my life that I have rousing arguments with shouting and stuff like that it doesn’t har right so I have to be careful and not mix with people who are like that and that includes [ __ ] them cuz that’s what they’re like and personally I don’t think she’s going to live that much longer anyway uh cuz I did the care job I kind of I was able to see people who really only had I mean it’s not like you say oh you’ve only got 3 years to live but the reality is when you have carers coming around and you’re if you’re you know a bit a bit older the reality is you probably do only have two or 3 years to live and I I think the statistics would be would probably back that up you know I did have a friend that I made when I did the care job and she died um so really when I met her she only had two or three years to live yeah and she was 61 when she died um she was an example of I didn’t see that car it’s got freaking um it doesn’t have its headlights on it’s got H side lights on pilot lights or whatever you call them so she’s good carers and yeah I I didn’t know a couple years should be gone and the sad fact of the matter is she’s not doing anything for the universe just taken from it she provided a lot of children and a lot of grandchildren it’s funny how you get people who don’t they’re not like good they’re not good Mothers they’re not good grandmothers but they’ve got loads of grandchildren and loads of children but they’re they’re poor um examples of it’s funny that how that works she’s quite dominant though she’s kind of dominated them to get what she wants to keep power over them all and um that’s what’s happened but [ __ ] I can do about it right well it looks quite quiet here tonight uh but there is cars parked where I go um which is a bit of a problem uh is there a space up at the other side of that van um I think that it is H it’s a bit it’s a bit um it’s a bit tight hope you enjoyed that video

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