Welcome on my Roadtrip Video from Beelitz which is located near Berlin to the Parking Area Mittelmole in Warnemünde near Rostock on Baltic Sea in Germany.

    [Music] I’ve seen a lot of change been through a lot of pain some things are not the same as they were a year ago but all will be okay I move on each and every day the past is where it stays way back a year [Music] ago I’ve changed for the better this time I thought I would never be fine I strive just to say I’m all right and for the first time in a long time I’m all right I’ve seen a lot of change been through a lot of pain some things are not the same as they were a year ago but all will be okay I move on each and every day the fastest where it stays way back a year [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Music] ago I ain’t going back I’m not falling I’ll push all my chips and call all in I’ll bet on myself you keep stalling I hear Destiny and it’s calling I’ll keep my head up high through the downs and lows and we’re all going life still nobody knows but I’mma choose what’s right and take what comes and goes and ain’t no one in life holding me back no more I’ve seen a lot of change been through a lot of pain some things are not the same as they were a year ago but all will be okay okay I move on each and every day the past is where it stays way back a year [Music] ago [Music] way back a year [Music] ago [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] [Music] n [Music] [Applause] [Music] a [Music] [Music] [Music] a [Music] [Music] [Music] than [Music] [Music] oh [Music] I see her rolling up over black Cadillac high heel boots and a sexy body full of ATT baby bad oh baby’s H bad after her there ain’t no coming back want to take a run that I think she’s feeling me turn it up a few degrees my imagination of her body gets the best of me oh God she’s such a tease big lips bruis knes I’m addicted to her need her touching me cuz she got a B little was we tearing down this place off the liquor that we Chase C some EOS to the face baby I don’t need no space coming closer for a taste and I’ll show you how I make everything just fade away cuz she’s like sex drugs cocaine body so insane jealous of the clubing that she WS up on the ti frame all game no shame baby came get a play I feel like an addict cuz she sex drugs cocaine [Music] she got a fine little body and her mind’s kind of naughty they say that once you taste it you can now replace it she could get you high all the dopamine inside triggers fast when she’s naked her body’s a creation they say the devil made her for his entertainment but even he couldn’t learn how do contain it her high heels make a damn good statement there is no replacement a body by got little waste and we tearing down this place s the liquor that we Chase CU some OS to the face baby I don’t need no space coming closer for Taste and I’ll show you how I make everything just fade away cuz she’s like SE strug cocaine body so insane jealous of clothing as she whiz up on a tight frame all game no shame Baby G get a play I Feel Like An adct cuz she sex drugs [Music] cocaine [Music] the [Applause] [Music] w w w [Music] [Music] oh [Music] n [Music] you [Music] oh [Music] he [Music] you [Music] [Music] [Music] I got nightmare in my head I fear that the thoughts build up until I can’t hear that my mind fills up into a creature and it haunts me somewhere much deeper anxiety filling up every space no privacy and silently it can build and build until you finally see whoo it’s taking over damn no closure moving closer no exposure I just want to be a loner some can’t say sober looking over ra shoulders like like moving Boulders just to get out of the home it sucks I’ve had enough I don’t want to feel the stuck under the rug all my problems that I shove I got nightmares in my head I fear that the thoughts build up until I can’t here that my mind fills up into a creature and it haunts me somewhere much deeper I got nightmares in my head I fear that the thoughts build up until I can’t hear that my mind fills up into a creature and it haunts me somewhere much deeper I’ve been feeling weird I can’t seem to focus good enough nothing’s really clear sometimes it could be a little tough I just need to feel like the end sight for me but let’s be really real anxiety can foggy all this St I’ve been feeling weird I can’t seem to focus good enough nothing’s really clear sometimes it could be a little tough I just need to feel like the end insight for me but let’s be really real anxiety can fogy all this stuff it sucks when you finally feel like giving up oh God no luck Everything feels like you’re sticky stuck I’m lost handcuffed to the bed where I sleep don’t give a can’t stop unplugged feeling overwhelmed I think I’ve had enough H got to find a way to get some energy got to find someone who’s a good friend of me I need purpose to make it all worth it I’m still searching and I’m still learning I want a life that’s filled with memories not a life with regret in front of me I need Focus to keep me from psychosis if I keep opening I got nightmares in my head I fear that the thoughts build up until I can’t hear that my mind fills up into a creature and it haunts me somewhere much deeper I got nightmares in my head I fear that the thoughts build up until I can’t hear that my mind feels up into a creature and it haunts me somewhere much deeper I’ve been feeling weird I can’t seem to focus good enough nothing’s really clear sometimes it could be a little tough I just need to feel like the end in sight for me but let’s be really real anxiety can foggy all this time I’ve been feeling weird I can’t seem to focus good enough nothing’s really clear sometimes it could be a little tough I just need to feel like the end insight for me but let’s be really real anxiety can foggy all this stuff [Music] be [Music] 3 [Music] I know you told your friend you’re not okay and tell me what’s wrong and why you never said you felt the way guess you’re trying to stay strong and fake SM and till I look away but I’ve known you too long it hurts to watch your blue eyes Fade to gray as you fade away as you fade away yeah I’m about to fade away cuz every time I wake up I feel like it’s Monday something’s going wrong with all the chemicals up in my brain all of a sudden I don’t look at any the same way got to build up on my thoughts sitting in an astray I’m sorry that I’m so inconvenient okay just let me be me and I’ll stay out of your way I can see the way you look at me I’m such a disgrace I never really asked to be brought into this place you want to love me well the baby have a taste all the highs and the lows no you’ll never be the same I don’t really want to hurt you but I can’t control the pain if you’re sticking by my side maybe we could be okay okay okay maybe you could be the change I need today I promise that I’m never fell this way I really hope that you will choose to stay through all the pain I know you told your friend you’re not okay and tell me what’s wrong and why you never said you felt that way guess you’re trying to stay strong and fake CU smile and till I look away but I’ve known you too long it hurts to watch your blue eyes Fade to gray as you fade away as you fade [Music] away as you fade [Music] [Applause] away [Music] I think I need help I’m going through hell I breake like I’m fine but I know you can’t tell like nothing I felt my mind overwhelms I think that I’m broken but I hope you can’t help I know I’m not perfect but some days I can far more worthless baby you’ll make me feel nervous if I still have you I have purpose it’s all worth it I know you told your friend you’re not okay tell me what’s WR and why you never said you felt that way I guess try to stay strong and fake smile until I look away but I’ve known you too long it hurts to watch your blue eyes Fade to gr as you fade away yeah yeah as you fed [Music] away it’s you [Music] there I know you told your friend you’re not okay and tell me what wring why you never said you felt that way guess you’re trying to stay strong and fake I smile until I look away but I’ve known you too long it hurts to watch your blue eyes F to [Music] Gray [Music] uh [Music] oh oh [Music] [Music] oh [Music] oh [Music] oh oh oh [Music] oh [Music] oh [Music] living life every day late at night not okay all I want and I pray all I need are a better day me I’m looking in the mirror so foggy but I’ve never seen clearer I don’t really think anyone can save me and honestly I’m not really sure I want saving I like to be My Own Worst Enemy there’s no risk if you don’t try it anything so I’mma just get byy and everything see you in the next life up to be a better me I don’t think that my head’s on straight got to flip it and grip it and go and get an xray what’s wrong with me I just feel way pushing on my chest and it squeeze till I suffocate better change my mindset meditate it’s pretty cool that I’m alive in that better days I could walk see here I should celebrate think I can change my mind maybe Elevate living life every day late at night not okay all I want and I pray all I need are some better days yeah all I need are some better days cuz all I want and I pray I believe in the I’m kind of stuck between a rock in a hard place do I work hard or live in my pace you’re only young once yeah that’s all great but I also want a future where I’m okay living life is doing lots of cocaine wait no it’s living with no shame wait no it’s sleeping in on Sundays I guess it’s different for each of us and that’s okay well I just want to be happy how to get there glad that you asked me I think it’s different for everyone some of us need work others need fun some of us need purpose to overcome but try to do what you love when is said and done cuz there’s so many differences in each of us trust your gut it could show you what you want living life every day late at night not okay all I want and I pray all I need are some better days yeah all I need are a better days is all I want and I pray I believe in the better days living life every day late at night not okay all I want and I pray all I need are some better days yeah all I need are some better days cuz all I want and I pray I believe in the better [Music] [Music] days [Music] a [Music] oh [Music] [Music] oh [Music] oh [Music] [Laughter] oh [Music] [Applause] [Music] oh [Music] [Music] [Music] you [Music] [Music] [Music] oh [Music] [Music] a [Music] oh [Music] n [Music] la [Music] [Music] [Music] oh [Music] [Music] oh [Music] [Music] la [Music] [Music] la [Music] [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] [Music] ah [Music] [Music] [Music] [Applause] [Music] a [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Music] [Applause] [Music] a [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Applause] [Music] a [Music] [Applause] [Music] [Music] [Music] a [Music] [Music] they tell me that I’m never going to make it they want me to do something that could make sense they hate when I keep dreaming I’ll be famous but I don’t give a I’mma keep chasing I got all this potential is deep inside of me but they ha when you’re successful cuz they try to be they sit there being just meal because you’re trying things and they just want you to settle and do the right thing so get a good job don’t slack off wake up every morning make a good impression on your B don’t do anything that I wouldn’t do and when you’re making money make sure you don’t spend it too soon that I’ll do what I want to do I got a different path from everyone and that includes you who were you to tell me how to live life and these times it feels like nobody’s right yeah so I’mma figure out what else we succeed and then invest all of my time into that and proceed I need whatever the hell can make me happy and I don’t think you have a clue what could that be they tell me that I’m never going to make it they want me to do something I can make sense they hate when I keep dreaming I’ll be famous but I don’t give a I’mma keep chasing they tell me that I’m never going to make it they want me to do something that can make sense they hate when I keep dreaming I’ll be famous but I don’t give a I’m keep chasing think this life could be special if I get rid of the Devils they think that I am a rebel I think they want me to settle there’s nobody On My Level they think that work is too stressful I think that work is essential the grind is all in your mental and I don’t think you understand what I’ll go through just to be in control of my life soon all the negativity man I’m immune I don’t really need a mask with all I’ve been through I’ve been making changes for the ages 5 10 year PL are contagious I attack that I’m tenacious and if you ain’t get the out of my way then got one life I won’t regret it I will fight until I get it I’ll look back one day from heaven and say damn I learned some lessons and say damn I have no questions I have fun in every second and the journey was a blessing yeah they tell me that I’m never going to make it they want me to do something I can make sense they hate when I keep dreaming I’ll be famous but I don’t give a up I keep chasing they tell me that I’m never going to make it they want 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go take it always they need a new replacement decentralized can’t contain it where changing lives yeah gring call it to a side of the old the generation you up yeah make all the demons Qui yeah we were built to thrive yeah I think that we’ve all had enough keep you up and ey yeah make all the demons Qui yeah we were built to thrive yeah I think that we all let it know yeah I think that we all let it enough SI with the old plan they know that we’re calling it BL you got me like oh yeah I think that we all had enough she dealing with the old plan they know that we’re call in their blood hey it’s too late to try to go contain it a generation fueled by creation we live Liv on a small screen Nation we control the airwaves no negotiation I refuse to think we need saving something good will come from creation and when we think that the world is too anxious we’ll adapt to fall survive and save it you up and ey yeah make all the demons Qui yeah we were built a drive yeah I think that we’ve all 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your thing wake up today going to be a good day wake up today’s going to be a good day wake up today’s going to be a good day wake up today’s going to be a good day wake up today’s going to be a good day wake up today going to be a good day wake up today going to be a good day wake up today’s going to be a good day yeah set your affirmations aspirations I got to do the aftermath of preparation good food good moood blood and circulation one step at a time yeah that’s how you make it set a goal you control and the steps you take them I try to pick one thought have some concentration and if I make a mistake it’s called education I try to do this every day call it replication wake up today’s going to be a good day wake up today going to be a good day wake up today going to be a good day wake up today going to be a good day wake up today’s going to be a good day wake up today going to be a good day wake up today’s going to be a good day wake up today’s going to be a good day so life ain’t easy y I think there’s a reason though ups and downs just like every different season yo sometimes I’m high other times I’m barely breathing though I always got to fight night from the demons y’all negative thoughts are poison they R head full of FL so here come the CLA they’ll never stop unless I can swap all the bad for the good in my head when I’m lost yeah so I’mma fake it till I make it positive thoughts are overtaken I got patience one day at a time is how you operate a Cadence a flow you grow you show yourself a foundation stay away from all the that causes Temptation I know that I like to do it cuz of sensation I live my life in my head like a narration don’t expect greatness do my best man I’ll take it wake up today going to be a good day wake up today going to be a good day wake up today’s going to be a good day wake up today going to be a good day wake up today going to be a good day wake up today going to be a good day wake up today going to be a good day wake up today 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forward and never turn back again it’s kind of funny that the moment we pass time the more we need to set the rewind and I team was the give had to leave you but now I’m seeing all the signs is this really happening I can’t believe it’s true I’m just this surprised as you is this they happen here I can’t be too sure but one day I’ll be yours [Music] [Applause] again life lessons come one in a dozen the other 11 get something from nothing I sit here looking for an answer maybe the biggest question was in the last chapter you gave me the soul I had today without you I never could have move the way but now I seek what you teach I do believe I always should have stayed yeah is this the happen I can’t believe it’s true I’m just as surprised it’s you is this we happen here and I can’t be too sure but one day I’ll be you [Music] again [Music] be one day I’ll be your [Music] be life lessons come one in a dozen the other 11 is something from nothing life lessons come one in a dozen the other 11 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blurry street lights work as a got memories that we’re making tonight oh yeah we’ll make it tonight yeah I do anything that I feel like I want to do I’m living life like I got nothing left to prove no end inside just always staying on the move I’ll go all night if that’s just what I got it TI too short to care about what you can’t afford memories are in what you explore so just don’t be ignored go ask for more go ask cuz I’ve been living life right like I could just die any minute don’t pull right down the side PC country living I don’t need a guide follow lights take me where I want to visit are you alive all just breathing cuz I’ve been living life right like I could just die any minute go pull right down the side PC country limit I don’t need a guide follow the lights take me where I want to visit are you alive all just breathing I’m in a race that everybody’s chasing fast they want to be that someone on the screen at last they ain’t looking inside for their needs in light they want to be like by everybody in sight but trust me being free ain’t spotlights no it’s long night and it’s long fights with yourself all the time to get your mind right but if you put in the work you can find the light all right I do anything that I feel like I want to do I’m living life like I got nothing left to prove no endide just go we staying on the moon I’ll go on night if that’s just what I got it t too short to care about what you can’t afford memories are in what you explore so just don’t be ignore go ask for more go ask for more cuz I’ve been living life right like I could just die any minute don’t P right down the side p h country you limit I don’t need a guide for the lights take me where I want want to visit AR you alive I’ll just breath that cuz I’ve been living life right like I could you die any minute don’t pull right down the side PC country limit I don’t need a guide for the lights gave me where I want to visit are you alive I’ll just Brea [Music] in [Music] [Music] a 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